So I have a psychological problem where I get intrusive thoughts. These intrusive thoughts are usually about God/Devi's. These thoughts are really bad. They consist of sexual thoughts about the Devi's sometimes and also bad curse words that also go to the Devi's.
I cannot control these thoughts. The more I try, the harder they come. I know I have to seek professional help for these thoughts, but in the mean time I have a few questions:
- Is God getting angry with me with these thoughts?
- Is this contributing to my karma? Is this adding bad karma to me?
- Can God curse me because of these thoughts? For example, cursing something close to me so I can never see it or do a certain activity again?
These are my questions. I want to say again that I really can't control these thoughts and I try everyday to. These thoughts are really affecting me know.